Well I am back having had a good break as well as a lovely week's holiday in Cornwall (see previous post). I have decided I am no longer going to be ruled by pain and Chiari Malformation and am going to try making a big effort to get myself back on track, the last few months really having gone past in a blur. I am going back on Raw Foods, starting with a week of juicing to see if that will help me feel better mentally as I have just felt so sluggish, unenthusiastic and just generally unmotivated these past months. I am still on my medication which is perhaps having some positive effect on the pain although of course I have to take extra medication to counteract the side effects, although will be coming off those in October to see how I get on. I have a Ketamine Infusion booked for 7th December and am waiting on an appointment with a neurologist...trying to get this one on the NHS so who knows how long it will take for the appointment to come through.
My older son has just left home and has started at Maritime College with the Merchant Navy. His company is Princess Cruises and he is a Navigation Officer Cadet. So changes there as well.
Today I started on clearing out the garage which is currently the home of my guinea pigs. I am going to move them into my boarding shed now I don't have so many, and have been swapping hutch blocks around. I will sell off the unused hutch blocks. I feel I am now ready to move on from the Cavies and all that involved, especially as I haven't been breeding or showing for a couple of years now. I have just got the 'old folk' left and have a nice number to enjoy.
One hutch block (three double hutches) have been scrubbed out today as well as a two hutch block. Hoping to scrub out the other block of three tomorrow and then will take photos of the blocks that I am not keeping which is a three storey double hutch block that I made and a large Avondale block which can split into either 12 singles or a variety of singles and doubles.
Once the garage has been completely cleared and cleaned, I can then start sorting and clearing the porch and house. It really is time for a good clear out and September seems a good time to start that what with it being that time of year for
Rentrée Resolutions which I have been doing for the last few years with Floss. As she has done each year Floss is having a giveaway and you can find out how to enter over
here.
Last year my list looked like this:
MY RENTRÉE RESOLUTIONS 2011/12
Enjoy life to the full
Embark on some form of study: Human Nutrition
Continue with Raw Foods & Exercise
Build up a very slow practice routine on clarinet
Finish current projects before starting new ones
Don't spend any more money!
I have to confess to not really doing very well with this list of Resolutions!
Enjoy life to the full...I have in some ways but in other ways, things have gone past in a blur since starting medication again in December after getting a shock diagnosis.
Some form of study...I gave up on the course
I kept up with the exercise and raw foods up to a point then gradually slackened off...
Tried to practice the clarinet...unfortunately just too painful.
As for the last two...nuff said!
So WHAT shall I attempt this year?
I really want to try and get my house in order despite the lack of enthusiasm and oompf! Although it has been bothering me quite a bit, it hasn't enough for me to really do anything about, which I think is partly a result of the medication I am on. Yes I keep blaming the medication! Of course it is also me that needs to change as well and I really do want to try and do this as the mess really has been getting me down. So I think I'm probably really only going to have three Rentree Resolutions this year...
1. Enjoy life to the full - it is such an important one to have - taking opportunities when the arise and enjoying family and friends.
2. House! Only the one word needed really as I know what it means!
3. Return to healthy eating and juicing to see how it helps me feel.
I will keep you all posted and update with how I get on.
Phew! Time to make a cup of tea now!
Kettle is boiling...